The whole YouTube Partner thing doesn’t matter to me.
I’ve said this before and I’ll say it aging, I do YouTube for FUN. I am there to express myself, to connect with people and create the content I like and want to share with the world. If I get cash out of it in the future, then that’s just extra, and honestly I could care less about it.
As long as I have the freedom to have fun and express myself, then I don’t really care. Stop wining about you not meeting the requirements and about how you're not having a constant stream of cash flowing into your ass when it shouldn’t even be about that in the first place. Stop being a greedy like winer and grow yourself. Everything takes time and effort to build up, it's not going to be handed to you. Have fun, experiment, try something different.